Since setting the goal of either going to school or moving to New York, I've done both. I moved to New York and then promptly was accepted to school. After an agonizing two weeks of going back and forth between which road to take, I decided to go to school.

The thing is, I don't know if I want to.

It's the strangest feelings leaving a job you've been at for 6 years for the unknown.

I keep telling myself this is for the better, but I don't know if it is.

And I don't know if it's just fear, or if this school thing won't be valuable to me.

I know I need to go in with a plan of what I want to get out of it, otherwise it may all be for naught. So, as I sit here realizing that, lets think about what I want:

- I want to work in consumer products or fashion. Something relatable to daily life and relevant.
- I want to be involved with processes and efficiency.
- I have no interest for the technical.
- I want to have direct reports and be involved in managing my own department, including hiring decisions and strategy.